Sigh

My life is a storm right now. I mean family wise…everything is okay. It turns out that they didn’t update our address and we didn’t show up to our house renewal due to the fact that…well we didn’t know. We had an inspection today, which we also didn’t know about. It went pretty good expect for the fact that our landlord said that we are terminated because we didn’t go to the renewal. My mother is now submitting an appeal because we didn’t go to the renewal because we didn’t receive the notice because they didn’t UPDATE our address. Why are we going be terminated from our house when they are the ones that fucked up? I just don’t understand. I cried because I have no where to go. The caseworker said if we turn in the appeal by today with the change of report for our address she will bring it up to her boss. The thing is that it’s not guaranteed that we will get re-instated and IF we don’t then we will have to be out of our house by June 30. Right now this is NOT good.

Other than that problem I’m so happy to see my familia. Not all of them are here but it’s still good. We cleaned up the house and the bedrooms and bathrooms. Everything went great. Now my brothers are right here next to me playing on the iPad. My two sisters and my cousin are outside playing Monopoly. My grandma is here. She’s cooking garlic bread for her. I really love her. She cares so much about us and she came here today to help me because of the last minute inspection. I love her so much. Words will never explain how much she means to me.

The past few days has been so crazy. I have been having mood swings so bad. I kinda got into a argument with my fiancé yesterday. Nothing serious but it’s all good now. We talked it out. I guess I feel so trap in this house. Ever-since our house got robbed in January 2012 it has been so hard to even leave my house without anyone watching it for us. I am slowing getting over it. We work so hard and I just don’t get why people would even consider stealing from us.

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